I did stuff in the past, and live here on Earth. Please doubt everything I say with healthy skepticism, and find out for yourself whether there is truth in any of it. See past the words and concepts, and inquire for yourself whether we are both pointing at the same moon. If these questions or lines of inquiry are something you ponder, lets consider this a friendly dialogue between two people sitting in a park. Let the words be a dance of ideas and contemplation, never foregone conclusions or absolutes. With Love.